My Papa and My Jesus

Tonight I am flying with Norah to North Carolina for my Papa Salazar's Memorial Service.

I am 34.  I am 34 and until March 17th I had all four of my grandparents.  I don't think it's very common to make it that far in life without experiencing a death in the immediate family, and it's something that I am very grateful for.  I have to say though, that experiencing the loss of my Grandpa has been different than I thought it would be.  Of course there is sadness.  I expected that.  Of course there is a deep sense of loss.  I expected that too.

What I didn't necessarily expect was the overwhelming comfort I would feel the minute I heard the news. Yes I am a Christian, and yes I have always believed what the Bible tells us about where we go when we die.  The problem is, I am analytical...a thinker.  I have been afraid for a long time that when faced with death, I would react analytically.  Here's a confession that may seem strange coming from a lifelong Christ Follower and a Pastor -  In the moment I knew Papa was in Heaven, it suddenly became very real...not just a place we hear about, but a place that is a reality to me.  I may be late to the party on that one, but it just took losing someone close to really grasp it.

I have to tell you that there was such a feeling of peace as I imagined my Papa walking around in heaven - greeting relatives that had gone before, experiencing a wholeness in his body he hasn't had in a long time.  The greatest thought of all was him meeting Jesus.  I don't think I have met anyone in my life who has loved Jesus more than Papa - The One he rose early each day to meet in his prayer closet, the one who he read and studied about, the one who he told everyone who would listen about. His Jesus.

That thought alone, though tinged with sadness, is what makes looking forward to heaven so sweet.  Not just the fact that I will see Papa again, or other relatives I knew and loved, or even our twin babies that are there.  It's the fact that one day I will stand face to face with Jesus, the one who loves me and you, more than anyone else.

My Favorite Team

Have you ever been apart of a really great team?  It's a great feeling to know that you have quality people surrounding you that you can count on.

I've been on some outstanding teams in my life.  Some of them were sports teams -

• The basketball team I played on at Manteca Christian School in 6th grade -awesome team.  
• My varsity volleyball team my last year of high school; we were stopped at regionals by a bigger and better team, but what a great group of girls.  

Some where not sports teams -

• Vocal Showcase - a choir, but still a team; and a talented one at that.   
• Crossfire - a drama ministry team in college that was very instrumental in me stepping into youth ministry.

This morning I woke up extra thankful for the best team yet!  My Children's Ministry Team at Albany First.  Yesterday was a big day for our church.  We publicly launched two distinct worship experiences, and advertised a ton in our community.  We had to be ready for guests, and specific to my area, "little" guests!  So...part of the team led by our amazing Stephanie Gutierrez worked HOURS on Saturday to add touches and details to every room to make our kid's experience the best.  Not only did she spend hours on that, she thoughtfully planned out an area for the rest of our team to kick back and refuel before, between, and after services.  Coffee, tea, donuts and a comfy couch told our leaders that they were appreciated!

We had other team members that came early sporting their Clubhouse shirt, hung out in our main lobby and greeted guests; offering to show them to our kid's area.  We also had extra teachers and helpers come and provide extra staff so that we were prepared for more kids.  I can't tell you how many times I had a team member rush through the doors and ask someone what they needed help with.

I have heard all of my life that phrase "There is no "I" in Team."  While I've seen talented players and people carry their teams to victory, truly that phrase could not be more true for our Children's Ministry Team at AFA.  Everyone jumped in yesterday and gave their all and did a fantastic job of showing our guests how glad we were that they chose to join us.  Thanks Team!  I am blessed to work alongside you, and let me assure you - the best is still ahead!